Thursday, March 17, 2011

SHORT: CAN'T ESCAPE (SERIES: HER OWN PERSONAL HELL)

Tanya's trapped...Drowning.
Spending every waking moment aching...for what?
She already HAS it. Has just what she wants, and needs.
EVERYTHING that life promises.
She even stares into the eyes of it...what could POSSIBLY be hurting her.
Why WHY WHY does each little "Hiccup" hurt so FUCKING bad. She cries.. the tears WONT STOP! There is no direction she can go. No way to escape it.
"OUCH!!!!!!" she screams.. just STOP, please just STOP. There's nothing now.
It's all gone. A strange place surrounds her.

Looks Left. Looks Right.
Nope.. Where AM I?! Tanya thinks.
She pounds on the walls, and kicks at the locked doors...
no exit, no opening, no path.
She needs to ditch the ACHE that her heart is facing.
It burns to think.

Tanya is stuck in her own personal HELL.

There's no way out.. forever she will be in.

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

POEM: Receive

COLLECTED NOTHINGS...
THINGS THAT MEAN NOTHING...
ARE NOTHING...

TO GIVE IS TO LET GO.
LET GO OF HUMAN SELFISHNESS.
TO GET AWAY FROM OUR INSTINCTS.
REGAIN A FEELING OF DIFFERENCE.
TO BREAK THAT CURVE

GET, RECEIVE, WANT, TAKE...
NEGATIVE PATHWAYS,
THAT ARE OFTEN TRAVELED BY ALL...
SELFISHNESS...SELF-CENTERED CREATURE...
THATS ALL YOU ARE.
"FOREVER YOURS"



(this is a poem about myself, and my journey into selfishness...Its all me, all my faults... all my horribleness. forgive me world, for i take take take...and im sorry, but i dont want to give.)